Friday, October 10, 2008

O desmaio

A pior hora é a do teto preto que começa a se abir e o angulo de visao improvavel que observa as falas ressonantes daqueles que tornaram-se de repente estranhos. Quando a claridade volta nao se sabe onde está. Sensaçao de ter acordado no meio da rua como se tivessem tirado-te a cama e jogado-te no centro da cidade depois de um sonho estranho e forte. A cabeça colada ao chao duro tenta filtrar os olhares curiosos daqueles que passavam por aquele momento. Suas vozes macias tinham um som a pincipio disforme, mas que logo trazem conforto enquanto reconhece aquele teto e as camas com rodinhas. Maca é cama escrita ao contrario. Todos os sonhos e piadas recentes passavam pelo cerebro atordoado durante o rapido sono ali no chao do hospital. Tempinho depois daquela cobra que tentava comer outra cobra que vira ali no Butantã passar rapido pela cabeça, surge o rosto do médico dizendo que estava tudo bem.

Tudo começou com o japones cutucando com demasiada força e diminuta astucia o corte profundo, em forma de V, de onde o sangue fluia livre frentes as vistas do medico e do paciente. A agulha recheada de anestésico nao encontrava pouso em meio ao machucado, que perdia forma com os movimentos do japones. O sangue que busca sair do corpo a todo custo e a tricotagem executada pelo maldito japones traziam dor, falta de ar e vertigem. Bateu o pé umas tres vezes no chao enquanto tentava respirar fundo, numa inutil e enganosa tentativa de controlar a mente que dava sinais de interferencia em sua sintonia. Maldito japones que me colocou ali sentado num banquinho, de frente para a maca e de olho colado no sangue que corria sobre a mao esquerda, vendo a pele virando-se de um lado para o outro, impossivel saber se ainda parte de mim ou pedaço perdido para uma faca velha de cozinha. Falta o ar, falta a corrdenaçao dos pensamentos, a viagem do desmaio chega antecipada antes mesmo de tombar ao chao. Pensa-se em coisas cada vez mais distantes dali. Sente-se que algo foge de dentro de ti. Nota-se o colapso que está chegando e logo as trevas chegam de vez. O corpo desliga-se em sinal de protesto. A mente encarrega-se da programaçao de sonhos que dao a puta da impressao de que acordou-se no meio da rua. A voz suave da enfermeira traz-me de volta para onde estive antes, na cama do hospital, o dedo agora duro e gelado de anestesia. Costura logo, japones maldito. Logo chega uma vizinha de maca, o mesmo corte profundo e sangrento, em forma de V, bem ali do lado do dedao do pé. "Pai, tou com medo!" Queria muito dizer pra ela ter calma, que era coisinha a toa. Chega um doente de verdade, faixa tingida de sangue na cabeça e dores lastimosas pelo corpo. Hora dos machucadinhos irem pra casa.

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12 comments:

Marioninha do Brasil said...

Credo! hehehe
Gostei, mas... credo!
Robou minha piada da maca...

Brunão said...

Muito bom, caótico como sempre, e mais visceral.

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